irresponsible people suck my blood

i am seriously so f**k up with irresponsible people that lingering within my circle.
be it in the workplace, home or everywhere.
"people" will keep on promising from month to month.
but the outcome is seriously nothing.
this "people" dont even use their brain to inform me if they cant get to their dateline.
can i classify that "people" into irresponsible category???

this is seriously annoying.
and seriously suck my blood.
and seriously f**k up.
and seriously testing my patient...

dun mess with a PMS-ing lady...



my preparation (two)

went JB last Saturday with My B.
bought a few things for hantaran gifts.
tot of returning again soon...

as most of my close friends and family know, i am very bad at decision making.
i am very fickle-minded and very choosy too.
not i got problem in confirming on make up artist.
initially, i already deposit this freelance make up artist.
but after QAQC, i think her make up is so simple and her outfits are not that pretty.
i got another make up artist on mind.
the price range still there.
make up wise, i think hers is much better.
her outfits are pretty too after viewing them in the multiply.
set up an appointment with her tomorrow.

going for my ROMM registration next week.
omg... i cant believe it that i am going to do all this.
i hardly left with 5 months to enjoy my singlehood.

okie.. more update about my preparation soon.



i am proud to be a woman





kini dan selamanya

had my pre-marriage course last saturday and sunday.
this is the first course that i never fall asleep at all.
eventhough the course were two days and 8 hours each day.

interesting lecturer, enjoyed the group discussion activities, full of laughter...
everything makes me awake at all hours.
the best part is to get to know your partner pasonality.
eventhough i know him for 9 years, his personality test is so unexpected.

the first day all went ok.
the talk is more about knowing your partner and how ready we are to face marriage life.
the second day is consider my presentation day.
i had to do two presentation a day.
first alone, a topic about sex...
second with My B, a topic about "ciri2 mak mentua idaman saya".
overall, i enjoyed the course but too bad it is too short.
especially the second day, too rushing.

so i already got my cert.
now waiting to get my official, legal marriage cert.
soon...







Is Your Job Making You Fat?

so i took up this online survey.
and the result...

Yes.
Your hectic work schedule and less-than-healthy eating habits are your waistline's biggest enemies.
Here's why: Busy workloads often lead to skipped meals and post-work bingeing, and this wreaks havoc on your metabolism.
To make matters worse, stress produces an adrenaline that triggers hunger for many people, which explains the compulsive snacking.
But just because you're chained to a desk doesn't mean your weight has to suffer:
Making small positive changes to your work routine can make a significant difference, say health experts.
The best way to control your diet is to eat three meals a day, and keep healthy snacks on hand.
By keeping your blood sugar on even keel, you'll be less tempted by the junk food around you. To help you relieve tension during times of stress, experts recommend quick de-stressing tips such as deep breathing, walking and taking a short break from the computer.

so true right?



envy of Jennifer's Body

after a dinosaur year, we went to watch movie yesterday.
My B fetched me from work and managed to catch the 1715hrs show.
unplanned as usual...


we watched Jennifer's Body.
it is a so-called horror chix flick.

not so bad movie.
at some points i guess it is irrelevant and illogical.
not so scary.
but Megan Fox got a hot body.
envy her body though dont really like her
if ever i want to have that type of body, i should starve myself foreve plus the plastic surgery...


feeling so f**k up yesterday at work.
i almost get into argument with my foreman regarding JCF and WCF.
i heard him saying WCF and i look thru my WCF register.
but i dont see any of his document and he insisted that he already submitted.but after long time of searching, he said the word JCF.
i felt like kicking his ass.
it is JCF that he is looking for,not WCF.
no wonder i cant find them in my WCF register.
I stressed up myself.




my Marina Barrage date

last Saturday, went to my ITE classmate's wedding.
Suhaili and I like to ask "bila kau punya turn nak kahwin?"
we would reply "tunggu kau kahwin dulu la."
and she married first.
so happy for her.
i cant make it on Sunday.
so i went to her event on Saturday.
and took this pic with her.
ada chance rasa orang punya pelamin...
may she have a blissful marriage and cute kids soon...















after that we headed to Singapore Expo for the wedding and holiday exhibition.
our intention is to see the holiday exhibition.
racky for any honeymoon packages.
but disappointed...
only found one miserable booth for holiday.
saw a few booths with exclusive, beautiful and latest design dais.
benda lawa duit pun mesti la besar...
actually, i wanted to go to East Coast Park.
but surprisingly, My B bring me to Marina Barrage.
our first trip there...
we sit, enjoying the sea breeze, chat about our future and excitement.
it had been a dinosaur years since we done this.
busy with our commitment bla bla bla...
took some pics of us.
and as usually My B always find ways to spoil my pics...


















bad pic no 1 : without smiling trademark













bad pic no 2 : the sudden candid face













at last, the perfect pic of us



the most ridiculous excuse...

the most ridiculous excuse that i ever heard...

"...I’m sorry I couldn’t make it for the dinner.
I’ve something held up for my wedding things."


when her wedding is like more than a year down the road
and our dinner is in three weeks times...

i guess she can do better than giving us that excuse.
we all find it ridiculous, stupid and illogical...

hey babe,
next time (if there any), please use a more reasonable excuse.
at least something that we can accept logically...





not Siti Nurhaliza's era

happened to browse thru 4shared with my sis yesterday.
and we saw a few of old songs sang by singers not in Siti Nurhaliza's era.
song from Nadia, Ella, Haida, Haleeda, Eisya, Azie, etc...
names that can be so foreign now.
but their songs so the "tangkap lentok".
of all the songs, i like a song by Nadia.

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Nadia - Salam Untuk Kekasih

Di sebalik kalbu Yang semakin layu
Terbenam rasa rindu
Terkunci suara hati
Tiada siapa tahu

Dimanakah kasih
Tak seperti dulu
Kata kau sayangkan ku
Benarkah itu

Walau kehadiranku hanyalah sementara
Bukan salahmu sayang kira kau jatuh cinta
Akan ku pergi jauh takkan kembali
Salam maaf permisi
Ku undur diri

Kini ku bersara
Dengan langkah baru
Menyisi luka ini
Kekasih... sekeras aku
Terhiris kerna kamu

Ku tinggalkan cinta
Kisah yang berlalu
Kisah kenangan kita
Hanya kau tahu

Walau kehadiranmu bagaikan menghiasi
Bukan caraku sayang harap engkau mengerti
Pemergianku ini tak ku relai
Salam maaf permisi
Ku undur diri



the invasion of my freedom

is getting married means to invade in my freedom?

been working so "hard" to earn money.
in spite all the work load...
been OT too frequent and worst still to come back to work on Sunday.
not that i came back without purpose but i really got load to do.
dating had been minimise since My B been working a lot.
our dates in a month can be counted.
going to movie had been history.
the last time i went to movie is like in dinosaur years.
most of the time, just meet up for a barely 30 mins before he rushed to work.
his freedom had been invaded long long ago.

"susah dahulu senang kemudian"

argghhh... just to get married is really a sacrifice.
the married life itself is another problem.
not to talk about it now.
to get married need to save up lots and lots of money.
sacrifice my shopping habit.
to get married need to do lots of racking and preparation.
sacrifice some of other leisure appointment.
to get married need to use a lot of brain storming.
to plan what to do and what not.
most of the time i end up having migraine attack.
but the most important thing is MONEY.
no money no talk...

money money money...
where are you???
can you just fall on my laps now???




My Sweet Attitude (2008)